Wildest Dreams

So I haven’t posted anything in quite a while, I think since mid summer. That is around the time I stopped being really focused on getting healthy. Mind you it was a decent reason, I had started school back. 

Needless to say I gained back a few pounds and am not supper happy about it. Basically every time i try to start an exercise plan within a week I have gotten seriously ill. From strep throat a double ear infection to the flu and a sinus infection. It sucks but I’m ready to start over AGAIN. 

to be honest I am always searching for personal inspiration. The first round of fitness was for the beach. Well I did that and it felt good but not yet great. Well this got me thinking. The holidays are coming up and that is my favorite time of year. Why not have that be my goal. To be fit and healthy for the holidays. 

I would love to see family i haven’t seen in ages and be better looking than I have before. I am not ashamed to say its a little revenge driven when it comes to certain fam members. But for the most part its for me. 

I want to be really proud of the 2012 year that I got healthy. in a way if i can achieve my goal by Christmas this will be my best year yet for a lot of reasons. I just don’t want to let myself down for another year.